By Leona Chen-Wong

When I entered college, it was a whirlwind of uncertainties, decisions, and the constant fear of missing out or fear of making wrong decisions. As an international student, the weight of choosing the right path felt heavier and steeper, with the need to learn the new environment, and new systems around me, and make new friendships. The stress of controlling every aspect of life became overwhelming, leading me to a pivotal prayer: “Lord, I give you my ‘yeses’ to the plan you have for my life. Would you show me your good and perfect will for this world and let me be part of it?”

There were no thunderous revelations or crystal-clear plans unveiled. Instead, a profound peace settled within me as I relinquished the reins of my life to the God I know to be all-knowing, all-powerful, and wholly loving. In the wake of this surrender, a series of what seemed like coincidental moments began unfolding, effortlessly guiding me toward the right people and faith opportunities that shaped my journey in ways I couldn’t have orchestrated on my own.

It was as if God was orchestrating encounters and aligning circumstances, eliminating the need for me to relentlessly chase after communities to be known or to belong. These divine interventions brought individuals into my life whose influence remains profound and cherished even decades later. These trusted companions walked alongside me, nurturing and deepening my understanding of a life lived in accordance with the certainty of a Spirit-filled existence.

This journey with God was a path often veiled in uncertainty, demanding steps of faith that led me beyond my comfort zone. Yet, in the midst of these ventures, I found an inexplicable sweetness in His guidance. Each step bolstered my faith and kindled a hope that rose triumphantly above uncertainty.

My faith adventure began within the supportive embrace of a community that fortified and encouraged my growth. However, I learned that communities are not the destination but a companionship of my journey with God. I want to be faithful to the seasons and the people he brings into my life At the same time, obedient to his leading enough to further go into places and communities, to serve in the ministry of the gospel.

As we abide in God, He is able to prune, mold, plant, and uproot. I am someone who does not like changes, yet I had to remind myself that wherever the Spirit leads, there is an unmistakable sense of liberation — an invitation to build up, establish, and flourish in ways that transcend human comprehension. In the midst of this journey, I’ve found freedom in surrender, strength in vulnerability, and an unshakable assurance that being Spirit-led is the most exhilarating and fulfilling adventure one can embark upon. Since recommitting my life to God’s guidance, the mundane has been replaced by a rhythm of divine appointments to experience God’s unwavering goodness and faithfulness, regardless of the situations that unfold. 

In 2024, my desire, as usual, is to grow more like Christ Jesus, to be led by His Spirit, and ultimately grow in such deep intimacy that each step of faith becomes less and less uncomfortable, but with more and more excitement and anticipation.

Leona Chen-Wong is a Canadian-born Chinese who was raised in Hong Kong. She moved to California in 2017 to pursue her MDiv, where she met her husband, Andrew. Throughout the past 10 years, Leona has served as a youth and young adult pastor in Asian American church settings. Currently, she is enjoying being a mother to TJ and bringing him along for the ministry of the Gospel.